Friends, I know many of us have been in narcissistic relationships and suffered abuse.
I wanted you to know that who they are and what they were up to was on purposely kept from you. Rather than continue to wonder what you could've done or known, it's more important to find the places inside that need more love and healing. It's the best recourse for the love relationship with yourself and any future ones you will have with others.
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